Loving words

fun

active

relax

happy

beautiful

moments

no monotonous

perfect

positive

parties

Neutral words

Work

Tennis

Singing

Strange

Realistic

Normal

Boyfriend

clients

university
Stress, anger and judgment

Bored

Fast

sad

Work study

House work

hate (monotonous)

Affect

Lie

Stuck

Change

Freak out

    Well I think is a tie between the loving words and the stress, anger and judgment. I'm in a moment right now where I'm freaking out that's why I think the have almost the same amount. I'm starting a huge change in my life and it makes me freak out, I think is normal. And this description of my life it will keep changing, and it will never be the same one, I wrote before.

   I always think about my life but never write it. Usually I think too much about my life  what I do wrong, what I can change, what I'm good at, I constantly evaluate myself. That's why I freak out too much. I feel really strange because I had everything on my mind but I can't let it go I can't write about it at same as I think about it. I feel maybe exposed, and I don't like that feeling. I revealed my insecurities, my scare to changes, my positivism, my ingenuity. I knew all those things already my biggest issue is that I don't believe in myself how other people believe in me. I have to work on that, I need to believe in myself.
 





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