Loving words fun active relax happy beautiful moments no monotonous perfect positive parties | Neutral words Work Tennis Singing Strange Realistic Normal Boyfriend clients university | Stress, anger and judgment Bored Fast sad Work study House work hate (monotonous) Affect Lie Stuck Change Freak out |
Well I think is a tie between the loving words and the stress, anger and judgment. I'm in a moment right now where I'm freaking out that's why I think the have almost the same amount. I'm starting a huge change in my life and it makes me freak out, I think is normal. And this description of my life it will keep changing, and it will never be the same one, I wrote before.
I always think about my life but never write it. Usually I think too much about my life what I do wrong, what I can change, what I'm good at, I constantly evaluate myself. That's why I freak out too much. I feel really strange because I had everything on my mind but I can't let it go I can't write about it at same as I think about it. I feel maybe exposed, and I don't like that feeling. I revealed my insecurities, my scare to changes, my positivism, my ingenuity. I knew all those things already my biggest issue is that I don't believe in myself how other people believe in me. I have to work on that, I need to believe in myself.
I always think about my life but never write it. Usually I think too much about my life what I do wrong, what I can change, what I'm good at, I constantly evaluate myself. That's why I freak out too much. I feel really strange because I had everything on my mind but I can't let it go I can't write about it at same as I think about it. I feel maybe exposed, and I don't like that feeling. I revealed my insecurities, my scare to changes, my positivism, my ingenuity. I knew all those things already my biggest issue is that I don't believe in myself how other people believe in me. I have to work on that, I need to believe in myself.